I'm Lying

Two years I spent, getting over my stress
Liar, liar
I told everyone that I was just away..
To escape for a little while
I was really hiding a really big secret
Everyone bought it 'cos reality was surreal
I was lying to protect only myself
Liar, liar

What did I throw away
What would it have been like if I had stayed
My life may have been better
But it might of been, a lot worse

I'll keep watching from behind the scenes
Saying that I'm just a concerned leader
I say that I have the right
But I'm lying, I'm lying
He'll walk right past, and not notice
The pain I have cos I let him go
I say that he means nothing to me
But I'm lying, I'm lying, I'm lying

I've did no wrong, and I have no regrets
Liar, liar
I hid away from everyone, just so I could be with him
Two years wouldn't pass so quickly, but I was wrong
Time sped by at warp speed
It wasn't long until I had to pack my bags
Now it's twenty years later

I'll keep watching from behind the scenes
Saying that I'm just a concerned leader
I say that I have the right
But I'm lying, I'm lying
He'll walk right past, and not notice
The pain I have cos I let him go
I say that he means nothing to me
But I'm lying, I'm lying

I hate the taste of coffee
And don't want to be home
I hate my crew
And I don't give a damn
I'm single and childless
Yet I'm not alone
Liar, liar. Liar, liar

What did I throw away
What would it have been like if I had stayed
I want to be his mother
But he can't ever find out

I'll keep watching from behind the scenes
Saying that I'm just a concerned leader
I say that I have the right
But I'm lying, I'm lying
He'll walk right past, and not notice
The pain I have cos I let him go
I say that he means nothing to me
But I'm lying, I'm lying, I'm lying

I hate the taste of coffee
And don't want to be home
I hate my crew (I'll keep watching from behind the scenes)
And I don't give a damn
I'm single and childless
Yet I'm not alone
Liar, liar. Liar, liar

I'm lying, I'm lying
I'm lying, I'm lying